crisis that happens to a 23 years old me

i wasted my time
i can't decide what i'm looking for my future
i am feeling so empty
i am not really happy

welcome back

so, it's about six years i'm not posting any content on this blog
how are you guys? my invisible readers?
the only one who read is.. me..
hahaha

i re-read again what i wrote
what i'm thinking about back then
when i'm still a highschooler
every posts is just fascinating me
i can't believe that i did write those kind of cheesy, but it really honest thought of mine

now i am already at my last year of college
tho i haven't finish my study (and i have to, because i have to graduate soon)
i really need my sense of writing at this time
the freshness, honest, and critical
i feel like i lost everything behind
it's a long time since i write or read

so i decided to take a time to write again
about everything
my daily life, my thoughts, my favourites, and everything
hope i can be persistent and consistent
i'll try and learn more about how to write
so yeah
here's i present again
mon histoire d'amour :)

love,

s

Ketika kamu sudah memilih
Nyatanya, kamu menentukan pilihan yang salah
Oh, bukan..
Bukan pilihannya yang salah
Tapi waktu dalam memutuskan untuk membuat pilihan yang salah
Dan sekarang?
Perasaan bersalah yang menyelimuti hatimu
Bodoh!
Mestinya kamu tau apa yang kamu-dan hatimu butuhkan
Bukan perasaan ingin tapi tidak membutuhkannya
Sekarang?
Terjebaklah kamu dalam situasi hati yang pelik
.................
Jauh dalam hatimu hanya satu yang sekarang kamu butuhkan
Apa?
Hahaha tentu saja...
Sebuah kebebasan.

"Behind a little secret, there is a big thing"

The precious thing in my life is family and friends. I won't be so far from them. I'd love them much!!!
I believe that they also love me and gimme their love *kissin' and hug*

Newbie

Hello, this is my first posting loh.
I dunno what I'm gonna post, I'm not a good writter.
Actually I've many words on my mind hehe.
So, welcome reader!!!!
Hope you'll enjoy all my posts!
Rock and I love you XoXo <3